my mother made a lovely point before. i try way too hard to hate people. i honestly don’t hate anyone. but since i can’t have someone in my life, i put all my effort into hating them so it doesn’t hurt anymore. needless to say, it doesn’t work and i hurt so much.
It’s hard to imagine that one day,
- I won’t go to school anymore, but I’ll be heading to work.
- I’ll be living on my own or with friends instead of with my parents.
- I won’t have to ask for rides anymore because I can drive where ever I want.
- I’ll be waking up to a special someone next to me.
- I’ll have kids running around the house.
(Source: staypozitive)
why are you such a skank? i know that’s not nice to call someone, but i really feel as a Christian trying to remain pure until marriage, hickey’s are not acceptable. for real. i don’t care if it’s from your boyfriend, it leads into temptations. i would seriously like to punch you in the face. you are being so stupid. i am so glad i don’t have to see you for a couple more days because i would probably attack you.
if anyone can message me to let me talk, that’d be great.
i need becky to come home right now. i need her really bad. i don’t think she’s going to be home until 1 or 2 this morning, but i need her now. crap. help me.


